I DONT WANT TO WRITE

OMG! I guess I will give this thing a shot one more time.  I don't want to write. Why does it matter how many followers you have or if anyone reads this .  Does it really matter if even one person visits my blog. IDK.What do you think, in this age of selfies and general meness it all seems,.idk you tell me. If no one is reading this who am I talking to? Me? Wanting to reach further than what is just at the surface, yeah that sounds about right, or left.... field that is lil   I mean lol my attempt, at what coolness nah not me I don't want to write .